Why am I here doing something I cannot care even less, without any progress on my life, desperately hoping it could be better tomorrow?
I just don’t see the point.
What can I get from these endless painful days? this trauma? I’m supposed to be stronger, fine, so what?
My world falls apart, and I really don’t have the patience to bring the fractions together. How about just let them be?
Yeah, I know you guys love me. I’m fed by the love, I appreciate that.
But I’m unbalanced. And you (myself as well) have nothing to do with that.
我觉得其实你在乎的事情蛮多（从工作到小说乃至朋友交谊），最不在乎的反而是自己个儿…… 暂时把别的放一放，调整一下生活的节奏。就好像人睡觉的时候，老是一个姿势就很累，时不时翻个身会舒服一点；也许过几天就好些了，你可得好好的。。。
太累的话，周末睡两天懒觉也可以的。请几天假回国一趟也挺好的。。。
林老师的建议不错，要不请几天假回国一趟。。。国内朋友比较多，一起玩玩聊聊天会不会好些？
有人认可这个建议耶。博主你真不开心的话，我帮你定机票。现在不回来暑假回来也行，鲜花美酒红烧肉！
嗯还有DQ！
还有刀削面，削得你想哭；芥末鸭掌，保你吃得流泪不止！
看到芥末鸭掌我泪流满面了。。。好想吃！
您二位⋯⋯